omgggg. Ryusei is so cute. :(
Especially at the peace memorial site when he presented the flowers, and on stage when he danced and did the speech, and especially when he played concentration.

I wish they didn't have to go!
I'll miss Mari! she was so cute.
Naoya, Miki, Sasaki, Megumi(Xianqin's favourite!), Minami, and Kazuki are so cute too.
i bet we'll never see them again! :(
I was so sad when they checked into the airport.

I MET MARI AND MEGUMI TODAY.
omgg i am so excited still.
The itenary today was so abcdefg boring.

Anyway, Mari is so cute!
She got me lots of cute stuff from Japan!
And right now, i can hear her snoring in the bedroom.
I know, I am creepy.
Hee.

Tomorrow's another hectic day. and why can't the exchange students stay just a wee bit longer??? :(
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anyway something ridiculous happened today.
Mari freaked me out by attempting to catch one of my house lizards. Luckily i stopped her in time.
i hope she doesn't try it again. :(

My japan buddy(not mine exactly) is coming to stay tomorrow! teehee.
the buddy was jesslyn's but she can't host and since we were neighbours in japan i'm hosting her now!
the sad part is my buddy will not be seeing half of my family.

Anyway, I'm going out with C later. i miss her so much.
And I'm gonna be missing one or two practices of band!
:(
Which means that i'll only be left with one pathetic practice with the sec 4s before cultural night.

there's camp tomorrow, when i haven't started on anything except physics toy.
i hate camps like these unless you're actually with your really really good friends. if not i think camps suck so badly:(
It means i have to skip band bonding too!
And I wanna walk the nightwalk though!
Last year's was so funny.

anyway there's 16 days now.
i love the seniors. and the section. :(

Anyway, i spent today at the library doing the physics robot today with Khaycheng, Claudia and Meiling!
Our robot's lime green and springy!
Stupid C didn't go out with me last minute.

and today we drove back to the old house and guess what, I found the Les Miserables soundtrack!
yay!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Anyway, we're left with 17 days only. :(

my holiday doesn't count firstly because i have to go back to school every single day and secondly because even time at home isn't mine anymore, thanks to all the piles of homework to complete.

I love danse diabolique so much and I wanna play it for our concert.

Anyway i am gonna count down with Aiyin, Chingyee and C.
19 more lifetimes, as chingyee said[:

MONKEYS.

our sec one juniors are just monkeys. :(
they aren't even cute monkeys. they are just little irritants.
They're so rude, idiotic and mischievous, and they have suceeded in annoying all of us today.

Anyway, i love you C for always having my back!
But I have no guts to do it though. :(

but anyway thankyou you. you've given me ample reason to do what I've been wanting to do since forever. Now i won't have to keep on making stupid choices about what i should do, because from now on, I'll just stick to doing what i want to do instead, and I'm not gonna let your stupid antics govern my choices anymore.

Today felt like shit because i didn't bring my storybook and I thought I had to stand.
Luckily Miss Haiza lent me her Heartland.
she's so lovely!

I can't stand it when teachers leave filing to the last minute.
Now I've gone and lost tons of worksheets and then i'm going to get into trouble.
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i feel emo today. I hate the word and i hate the feeling doubly.
:(

i need time to just be with myself and be myself because i realised the people in class are so nice and i'm not myself when i'm with nice people because i try to be nice to them back when i'm not really that nice.

i don't like the colour of our class at all. :(

Suen, Meiling, Molly, Chienwei, Weijie, Kaixin, Ken, Darren, YY, Weikiat and I stayed back to paint it this awful colour.
SIGH! it's all a matter of getting used to it.
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after that Weijie brought his ball and we played captain's ball.
and of course, the guys owned us. ( if they didn't it wouldn't be right anymore)
so in the end we split up evenly and we played monkey and poison ball after that!
they're all so lame and cute. :)
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it must be the first time this week that i'd enjoyed myself in school.
school is.. HORRIBLE. horrible beyond words.

:(

I love Fridays so much.

today open cell was really interesting.

SIGH.
there's bonding tomorrow, and i promised meiling i won't be late this time.
(i am still sorry about the last time)

I'm horribly tired. :(

ms haiza's skirt nearly dropped off today haha. charissa had to use her hairpin to fasten it.
seriously thank God for her. :)
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literature skit was just plain embarrassing.
i was nervous walking with the boards and i know i looked silly.
i'm so glad it's over.
Still, Dyan was really funny and i loved his fluffy hair a lot.
haha, his fluffy hair(:

the canteen menu today just sucked.

and we played little fugue today. it was nice and it would be nicer if i could play it properly.
and we're participating in the exchange program with shibutami!
i think that's something to be excited over.
hee.

charissa passed me my purse that she helped me to get at the esplanade.
it's so pretty thankyou C.
anyhow, i'm broke even after new year.

claudia is really funny.
i don't even know how she can be so funny.

Hey diddle diddle,
The cat and the fiddle,
The cow jumped over the moon,
The little dog laughed to see such sport,
And the dish ran away with the spoon!

yay our first concert was so fun!
at first playing jericho was abit scary, but later everything became so tremendously fun, esp sock hop.
charissa seah very very nearly stood up at the wrong place. lol.
and because of her, i couldn't play the last part of the song because i was trying to control my laughter.
TEEHEE.
anyway, my papa is so cute.

i think we did pretty well for our first concert.
ms chong cried even though she didn't admit it. i feel so touched.
all the soloists' solos went smoothly, and it made me super relieved(:
and ben lee's and alfred's solos were nicer that day too(:

and i just polished my clarinet,
so it is very shiny now. when you look at it, you'll go blind.

Huini is very lame. please don't listen to her. hahahaaa

Hello!
I'm not Guin, and I bet you can guess who I am(:
I'm posting on her behalf, since Guin is busy being Little Miss Busy.
Ahahahaha!!!!!
Guess where we went today?!?!?!?
Vivo!
Our favourite!:D
We went to Superdog for lunch and ate hotdogs, which were really HOT! Very good, I tell you. Go try!
Then CANDY EMPIRE! And we got willy wonka's very berry gummy rope with nerds and turkish delight! -licks lips- Oh, CANDY makes us swoon!:D
Walked(or rather, we ran, given Guin's super duper fast walking pace) around vivo, went to mng, in and out of many boutiques, to harbourfront center, back to vivo,and finally back to CANDY EMPIRE!
Got more turkish delight and trained home.
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CANDY EMPIRE IS THE BEST GOURMET CANDY BOUTIQUE IN SINGAPORE!!!
AHAHAHAH!
really.
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Alright, I think I'm done here.
See? She's so busy she forgot to update. Tsk, naughty Guin.
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ANDANDAND....
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THE CONCERT IS ONLY 2 FREAKING DAYS AWAY!
OH MY, WE'RE ALL SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!
SEE HOW MANY EXCLAMATION MARKS I PUT!
AHAHAH!
Oh forgive me, I like being dramatic!(:
Goodnight people! Guin and I love you all!:D
Oh well, I hope you have sweet dreams.
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Love,
Charissa the great.
(uh, I revealed my identity?)

today me, cheryl & huishi met in school for fun and we played our clarinet!
and there was band yesterday.
hee.

anyway, i think my tone improved. FINALLY.
and the 56 reed is so nice to use!
and nowadays our band sounds better also.
hee.

cheryl makes me laugh.
when she does the sock hop actions, i end up laughing and then i can't play at all.
and she does it on purpose.
charissa is completely off-center.
she beats me during practice for nothing and laughs at weewu all the time.she'll comment about his silky straight hair, silly face, etc

Anyway the chalet was so cute.
haha, cheryl's chicken dance is very sexy it made all the men outside our room look at her with wierd expressions.
that night's talk was fun and good.
but i think meiling was too tired, and claudia sleeps so early!
and in the end we didn't go to church the next day like we planned we would. :(
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but we had fun so thank you meiling, even though we didn't talk to the birds, i talked to the horses when we were cycling.
i didnt even know there were actually horses. :O

lulin is FUNNY.
let me tell you why exactly.
She took a picture with ronald and her balloon at macdonalds then we were laughing at her from inside, and then she came over just to show us the picture, and then she gave us a twist!
then on the way back to school, we saw the CO conductor and charissa took my hand up and waved and said hello in an ahahaha way.
then the CO conductor asked us what CCA we were from and told us to cross the road carefully! LOL.
there's camp tomorrow! i shouldn't have brought my instrument home. now i have so many things to bring to school!
but anyway, i think the camp will be fun, because it's another three days two nights camp.

i need money so i need to go and work, but i think i am apparently underaged?
:(

(Doesn't this look delicious?!)
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HELLO!
GUESS WHO I AM?! NOPE, I'M NOT GUIN.
HAPPY GUESING UH!
I LIKE THIS SONG MAN, WOMAN!
AND I KNOW YOU LIKE IT TOO!
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I LOVE GUINEVEREEE, THE SILLY CRAZY TOAD!(:
AND I KNOW SHE LOVES ME TOO!❤
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I LOVE GUINEVEREE❤
GUINEVEREE LOVES ME❤
WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY❤
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG❤
AND A KISS FROM ME TO YOU❤
WON'T YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOOOOO❤
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BAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
AREN'T THE RED HEARTS PRETTAYE?
I KNOW YOU THINK THEY ARE!
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AND I WANNA GO FOR THE CLASS BARBIEBBQ. YES, WE WANNA COOK BARBIE(:
ALRIGHT MAN WOMAN, THIS IS SO RANDOM.
SO, BYEBYE!
AND REMEMBER, I LOVE GUINEVEREEEEEEE!
SHE'S MINE OKAY!
$.$

sometimes, people don't know how to make the right choices and others have to suffer from their wrong decisions.
and by the time they realise how wrong they are, it will be too late.
life.

Happy thirteenth bobo aiyin!
and all the best for next year!
I'm so happy you got promoted:)
love you loads
i got posted into R, which is physics, chem, A math, pure lit and elect history.
when i realised that noone in 2I5 got into the same combination as me, i was so sad. i wasn't even so upset about it on the last day of school. maybe it was because i was hoping that most of us will be posted to the same class.
and i think the class with the combination Q will be a wonderful class because so many 2I5 people are going there. JEALOUS.
i mean, there is like noone going to R that i know except for weijie!
But maybe R may combine with Q.
then i wont be so sad, except that i can't be with charissa!! and i am also 1@#!@#$! sad because i can't be with my bobo cheryl next year!
i will miss all the piggy-backs, all the silly actions and all the uncouth sitting postures etc.
And i'll miss 2i5 a lot and i'll even miss the cockroach that was in our class cupboard and minute details like that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEO MEILING!!!
we had horrible cross country today.
the weather was hot and we didn't wanna sweat so charissa, lingyun and i just walked all the way. it was so funny i tell you.
more fun than running.
the best part was that we didn't become smelly.
anyway, charissa got 96, i got 97 and lingyun got 98. i don't think we were the last.
class bonding was sooo funny.
i still think ytd was very funny. besides at night, i had some silly conversations with the group.
but mr lim was especially sweet!
he said that 2i5 was the best class that he had ever taught.
and he promised to go and tag at the class blog.
anyway, charissa and i did the little cards today. they are so pretty. at least we think so.
we spent a longgggggggg time doing it.
i hope people like it.

I AM FINALLY DONE WITH E LEARNING.
and Band today was so funny and we played so much better today!
jiexiang and ms chong were cracking silly jokes. i think ms chong must have been drinking before she came. she was so high.
she even threw her baton on me.
HAHAHA. everyone was so hysterical today and we really did a better job than usual today!
jiexiang and ms chong are really so HAHAHAHA. And we had our band practice in the aesthetics room today, and the best part about it was that there was a huge mirror there. HAHA.
charissa even specially brought her comb there. bobo.
later on, i walked home with cheryl, kaiqin, jianxing, aiyin and ben lee! and i ate ice cream. again.
jianxing takes hours to eat ice cream.

haha yay i love today!

yesterday's band was so fun.
ms chong was being so funny! sectionals was also fun.
but it just reminds me of auditions. i'm super nervous about auditions.
my dad is having mood swings today. he was making lame lousy jokes EARLY in the morning(like really early) and made so much noise! then after that we 'shhh!!"-ed him, then he got upset, and became very bossy. so all of us had to get up. now he's talking about his nonsense jokes again and annoying me. I need some consistency.
and i feel so miserable after reading charissa's last post!
i will miss 2i5!
i love 1E and 2i5 so much.

health zone was SO boring.
and my ring doesnt want to come offff:(
i washed it several times but it's stuck still.
everytime i think of cheryl's fats i will feel like pinching them.
i love cheryl!


OH YES. we got our posting form today. i don't know if i want to take history or geography, but i'm so gonna take literature.
and i dont know whether i want to take bio or physics either!
posting gives me headaches.

Charissa and I got a ring today. it's pink and pretty!
anyway, i forgot to mention that yesterday's lunch was HEEHEE.
BUT. some ass spoilt our mood because she bullied one of the staff in KFC and i really felt like punching her. HMMPH. makes me mad. and when i looked at her triumphant face when she got the two pizzas as compensation, i felt so !@#%^&&*(%$#.
what the heck seriously.
today was HAHAHA too.
especially after lunch! yay i love cheryl and charissa so much. for always making me laugh. we had band today, and my tone is eeyer and that makes me MAD. and i have no more reeds either!! and charissa is funny! huishi is too, and kok keong went to scare me with this stupid thing. LOL. but anyway, it was FUNNY too.

irritating.

i didn't go to school again today instead i slept and ate and slept again and then i went to play and my dad brought me out to eat sushi if only i could do this everyday instead of go to school cos school is pathetic nowadays.
exams are even more pathetic too.
i suddenly enjoy studying. and i'm enjoying being such a grouch now.
i thank God there are so many nice people around me.
people like cheryl, charissa, meiling and kaiqin.
they make me feel happy and blessed.
However. right now i really want to bite someone annoying.

and in the end, i still don't know what i really want.

tomorrow i'm going to take a bus to school. even if there are people i don't wanna see. it is such a waste of money to cab to school everyday.
and it's so typical that it is wednesday and i have no dinner to eat again.
and i wish i would grow up faster and die faster and go to heaven faster.

i am hungry! :(

i wish i could just stay at home and melt into the wall.

 i would like to migrate to a desolate quiet place, so i don't have to see all the people i don't want to see.

tomorrow's there's jps in the morning so we get to skip lessons.
then after school there's dance, and i have to go and help with the library stuff for band, AND AND AND. there's the stupid talk tomorrow. eveything is falling on me at the same time and i feel stressed. i haven't even packed my luggage. and i still have to get something for my buddy. and and and. i still have uncompleted homework that keeps piling up.

i think this has been the busiest week of the year, even though it's just the start.
all my activities have been clashing continuously with each other.
and then i can't sleep because i keep thinking of japan trip.
on monday i have band and japanese lesson tuesday, wenshi ke and japanese lesson. wednesday, band and dance. thursday, dance, and on friday, we'll be off to japan already.
and i still haven't packed my luggage and altered my jeans!
i need to find time and omg i still have to buy my gifts for my host family.

SIGH.

Meiling and I went out to buy our black jacket yesterday for the dance.
cheryl accompanied us to IMM, but we couldn't find anything. so we headed to queensway and cheryl went back home. and we got fbts and then we went to bugis and we finally managed to get a jacket.
after that meiling and i got tako balls, and went home!

And today was more of a rush because there was church first, and then shopping again with charissa. and we managed to get many many things
but can you believe it, i LOST my m)phosis thongs like 10 mins after i bought it.
and i was very sad so charissa accomapanied me to find it, but we didn't.
so, i went back to get a new pair, but in a different colour.
after that, we headed home.

 i think tattoos are gross.

God has been very good to me, because he gives me more than what i need, and sometimes more than what i want, and i feel immensely touched by His generosity towards my family and i.
but i'm feeling sad because i don't think i'm living life in a pleasing way and i think God must be very upset to see me waste away my life just like that.

anyway today's captain's ball was fun, because we didn't play with the guys!!
so we had a more gentle match amongst the girls, and, we won!

And i have something horrible to say.
I GOT LOWEST IN CLASS FOR WENSHIKE.
i got a horrible SIX!
dai laoshi scolded us and made me feel so remorseful about it.
but at least i feel more motivated to do better now.
but wen shi class is really so uber boring...
cheryl and i mostly spend our time counting the number of times the teacher says "ok" and "hao(3)".

and i dont wanna be kicked out of higher mother tongue, so i'm gonna buck up and try harder.
and i'm going to japan in 7 more days.
and i think it feels a bit phenomenal. lol.
i feel so disorganised because i haven't done many preparations for the trip.
and yay! charissa offered to send me to the airport next week!
she's so nice.

and i have the jps event tomorrow,so i can't go for band!
but at least i'm going out with meiling, vennesa, gabbie and claudia tomorrow.
and i'm gonna buy more clothes for japan.
and i'll be going with charissa on sunday also.

and i realised that teeny weeny bits of vulgarities have been popping out of my mouth recently which makes me feel :( about myself.

and i'm in discipline and public relations. i didn't even choose it. my first option was WELFARE, and my scond option was I.A, so i don't understand what i'm doing here. but i don't really mind though, it's just that my grooming is a little horrible and i get jittery making speeches in front of huge crowds.
so i think i dont fit my post.

& please take my friend's test.

I HATE PIGEONS.

anyway, today is gabbie NG's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABBIE!
AND.I NEED TO FIND TIME FOR SHOPPING FOR JAPAN TRIP.
i need to do many things beofre the japan trip and i have NO TIME.
and i cant rmb the dance steps which makes me nervous because what if i dance wrongly.

anyway, lunch today was horrible. there were pigeons everywhere and they came so close to us and we couldn't eat in peace because we had to stand on our chairs in some discreet manner and avoid the pigeons who even came right up to us and hop near our sheos.
pigeons should be banned.
I hate pigeons! >:(

today was a neutral day, neutral meaning it wasn't :( or :) and was just :|
According to cheryl.

we had art again today! played guessing games with meiling and ven and cheryl!
they couldn't guess what i was drawing which made me happy. HEHE.
I LOVE ART.

then mdm leong flew into a tantrum because everyone kept on handing in their wet art pieces to her, and also because the guys were speaking so much vulgarities.
and then the class planned to not greet her later on, and only greet the guy teacher, to take revenge, and it made us pissed.
and even though it was wrong of her to throw our art pieces on the floor because we didn't dry it, she's still our teacher. so we should at least show her basic respect??
and i think we deserved to be scolded anyway. it's wrong to scold vulgarities, especially in front of your teacher. it shows that you don't respect her. and she already warned us many times about handing in wet pieces because by doing so you'll damage other people's work, which is really inconsiderate.

but i'm not saying that she had any right to throw them on the floor though. it's just that 2i5's attititude stinks badly sometimes. and so when we were greeting the teachers, cheryl, meiling and i purposely greeted her very loudly just to save her face. And people got angry with us.
But think of how you will feel if you were her, and everybody doesn't greet you. It isn't very nice!

last period was history which was totally boring. then assembly, and i did my first duty! hee. after that, had lunch and went for band.
and band practice today made Cheryl and I feel sad and took away our confidence, especially when ms chong scolded us. i think our band isn't putting in enough effort.
and i dont understand how people can talk so much nonsense and play around during band. it irritates me, even though sometimes i also talk as well. but at least i dont talk NON-STOP.. and i hate it when people dont go for band practice or sectionals with no valid reason. i think band members should care more about band. and i feel so irritated too.
and i hate it most when xunyan tries to attract ms chong's attention. FOR WHAT?!


after band, walked home with cheryl, jianxing, kaiqin and ben lee!
haha, they make me happy and i cdidn't buy my ice cream today and i was very sad but in the end, i still bought something else. :)
then Kaiqin and I went to the busstop and we headed home!
and Kaiqin's treaty will be ready by tomorrow.
YAY.

cheryl's sister is trying to grow taller!

Yay there was band today and it was ms chong's birthday.
but i had to leave early meet cheryl and go to claudia's house.
I LOVE XIAOBUN AND CHOCOLATE.
they're adorable.
except i got kicked by one of xiaobun's legs when i was passing it to gabbie!
and i think it was very scared! and chocolate was very cute too! small and active.
anyway, our satay was super yummy.
but our laksa turned out to be a bit bland though.
gabbie ng and darren lee came up later on.
and darren lee was so sissy. He was jumpy because he was scared of rabbits.

anyway we went to knock on mrs toh's door and she came over to look at the japan trip painting and then we went to her house to look for her catcat.
Catcat is what she calls it by the way.
then we talked about the japan trip for awhile.
ahaha, she's so cute.
but we didn't find her catcat in the end though.
then we went back and played around the house and meiling and me were thumping on the piano and meiling learnt the little indian song!
she kept singing it and it was so noisy. hahaha.
after that kaiqin came too then claudia's papa gave us popiah to eat!
so we went down to the pool to play and we got scolded by the security guard.
so we stopped playing and went to dry ourselves in the sauna and we met a cute little boy who was riding on his kiddy bike thingy and so we talked to him for awhile because he looked lonely.
then we went up and hung around for awhile more before darren lee and cheryl and I and Meiling went to westmall and accompanied cheryl to buy spring onion and went home(:

YAYYYYAYAYAYYY.
there's only one paper left.

i love our study groups! even though we only do about 1 hour of serious work.

and i think i'm gonna fail my math. but it's too late anyway so I'm not bothered.
and meiling is funny. and cheryl is so easy to bluff. and vennesa is so LOL.

today is church day!
church was a little boring today.
and barnabas was making alot of noise and i was so annoyed! then he started fighting with benedict during holy communion.
I wonder whether they're ever gonna grow up.
and i finished watching my show! i think i'll rewatch it, it makes me laugh.
I MISS BAND.
really dont think common test is important enough to make me skip two weeks of band. makes me mad.
and chinese results tomorrow! i think i'm gonna fail! anyway, booboo is sick and i hope she gets well soon and Cheryl is still not back in school.
and i'm so tired.

i think the best part about living is sleeping.

Cheryl.
Please hurry up and get well and come and visit me in school. It's so much quieter without you.

and please dont eat so much junk anymore. i can't believe you still can eat the potato and the donut and the other bread after your operation. crazy! visiting you everyday because i must see you everyday, so if you dont come to school I will have to go and visit you.
Which is troublesome. So please get well soon and save me the trouble. love you fat tree! and i miss you! and dont eat rubbish anymore for goodness' sake.
and when you come back i have loads to tell you.

i have a lovely bunch of juniors, even though most are rascals.

HEEHEE i love 2I5! and the bazaar was fun, even though it was rather chaotic.
and we sold all the bubble teas! we would have sold everything if there was electricity and gas! but too bad there wasn't, thanks to the stupid system. ridiculous that while we're trying to raise funds they don't even want to chip in by doing the most basic thing- supplying us with electricity.
So much for caring for community when they don't even show their support!

we visited cheryl at Mount Avernia Hospital.
lols, even though her neighbouring patient chased us away.
cheryl is the best :)
and i was supposed to go out and watch fireworks with huishi today but my dad didn't let me go because he said it would be a waste of time. :(
my holiday has been boring!

OH YEAH.
i can't stand those people who stand at the third floor of our class block and spit water down! i dont understand how they derive pleasure from such juvenile acts! what's the big deal of seeing people get wet with your spit?
It isn't even inconsiderate. It's just childish and annoying.
The worst part is that when the same thing is done to them, they get so angry they'll come down and threaten to beat you up.
why cant they think of how other people will feel when they spit water down on them? So idiotic.
and i can't stand people who spit their phlegm and saliva around the place just for the sake of it.
it's not even cool.
it's unsightly and boorish.

cheryl is silly and she is crazy.
and today was again, fun.
but chinese was hard though.
i'm gonna fail and i have to go and memorise some stupid thing!:(
We played monkey today! and then had art and kaiqin came over as usual and was talking rubbish again.
and after that was english. mrs bala is crazy.
after school went to eat.
then went for pop interview but it wasn't that scary as we thought it would be.
it was kinda funny actually and it wasn't that scary.
and everyone agreed that xunyan sucks.
and we pasted the flyers for charity Bazaar.
so fun.

cheryl is mad most of the time.

abortion is immensely cruel.
anyone who contemplates abortion should just get her head crushed and her body dismembered to feel what their unborn child is going through.
anyone who aborts their babies has no heart.

anyway, today was kinda fun!
mrs tay wasted her time arranging our tables again! she's so cute.
after that during science we watched an abortion video.
and i think our class behaved very well during science today because somehow we were more quiet than usual.
and after that had stupid chinese! dai laoshi held us back for 5 minutes of reccess! she's evil and i don't like her.
after that, history test and then cme and art!
and we had to draw bamboos today.
and my drawing looked so screwed up, but kaiqin's was much much more worse than mine.

after school Cheryl and I went to buy four huge bottles of soft drinks for the pet rocket.
We had to drink green tea, two bottles of peach tea and a coke. luckily we didn't have to drink so much because the guys came and helped.
after that, went up to the library to meet and then in the end, the instructor said that we only needed two bottles and took away three of our bottles!
HMPH.
then he gave us another coke bottle instead. and we wasted our money buying the three bottles and drinking them. The worst part was drinking them.

but anyway, constructed our rockets and went down to launch them!
and the first time it got into the target because it bounced in after we shot it out.
but the second time was a disaster!
it went far from the target and then the pointed part of the rocket came out. haha so funny.
but anyway, left early with cheryl, yongxiang and natalie to go for band!
miss chong dismissed us early though.
walked home with cheryl, kaiqin, jianxing, ben lee and chia and siew fang again!
then took a bus back! and i almost got caught in the rain.
and cheryl is a clumsy great oaF.
and i still have to do maths homework!
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Lastly I really really hate abortion.

school today was boringgggg.
started with maths test then pe, and cheryl, ven, meiling, claudia, lingyun and i played nonsensical self-invented games.
english after that and then recess. then art time! And as usual Kaiqin came over to sit and we spent the whole time talking.

Anyway the boring day was only redeemed because there was BAND.
and cheryl bought me a strawberry push-pop! so we(charissa, angeline, cheryl, malingsu and I) went vfor lunch together. then after that went up for BANDDDDDD.

anyway, we all call charissa bird dung nowadays.
because she likes to go 'piakkkkk' everytime we're playing pirates. hahahaha.

and the seniors were playing today!
it was really so much nicer, compared to us. because we're really too lousy and we're not trying hard enough.
but today we did better!
but i still wish we had seniors with us!
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and i'm so angry.
people shouldn't monopolise what is already not theirs. they should give it to those who need it. it's not as if they need it anymore. anyway, it rightfully belongs to the school. Hmph makes me mad!

We had a performance during mass assembly.
and it was horrible.
not that anyone expected it to be great. but it was horrible anyway, and that made me really upset.
i think we just don't work hard enough.
but it's alright, we'll do better next time and at least we got to skip lesson. heheh. Always look on the bright side.
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AND i think the audience should practice some discipline.
Makes me mad!

band today, followed by student leadership cluster.
went to vennesa's group, and worked with her, chenhui, darren, xiqiang, a river valley guy and two MI people.
and i was so pissed during the cluster okay.
I totally can't stand people who like to act big. and i hate it when we are supposed to discuss but end up getting ordered around by someone who thinks he's a big shot.
but, it was fun still, except that it would have been more fun without that person.
went home with meiling after that.

yesterday was funny because went to the science centre after school.
we played silly games like who can control their laughter the longest. Hehehe.
and in the end i lost and cheryl lost too, so her forfeit was 10 seconds of tickles from everybody. Lol.
mine was too, but they let me off.
after that, went for the electricity talk, which was kinda interesting.
and there were lots of volunteers from our class. how sporting our class is. HEE.
after the talk, we went to WATER WORKS.
And everyone went crazy. played with the balls at first, and there was this little girl who kept passing the balls to us!
SO CUTE.
after that we played with the BUCKETS.
the whole class was so high and it was so fun.
And everybody got wet eventually, except for silly alfred who kept running away.
then at last, our class had a dunk together and then we went to dry ourselves at the big dryer thingy.
and cheryl and i had a screaming session because the dryer was so weird to scream into.
 the buckets are so fun . :D
after that, went to the toilet to clean ourselves up, and then went to macs to eat! and as usual, there was tons of gossip and laughing with the girls.

Cheryl's actions are so exaggerated.
She laughed so much that she spit a mouthful of milo out into her curry sauce.
and Vennesa was so funny too. She left halfway and started to walk around the place and emo.
and we sang Kaiqin a birthday song in macdonalds but he was embarrassed and took off. seriously.
silly dumdum. after that, prepared to go home after we took a group photo.

Anyway today after school, our usual gang went to KFC and we talked about loads of stuff, and yongxiang was especially curious about something something something. and it was quite disturbing that a guy like him would want to know so much.

then since we had so much to say, gabbie decided to invite us to her house to talk somemore and so made our way to gabbie's house, and played with her SWING.
Ever since I went to her house in sec one I have been so fascinated with it. Like who has a swing in their room.
anyway we wrote on her wall and then after that, all of us sat in her room and talked and talked. Meiling and I cabbed back and dropped claudia off on the way.

HEEEE.

i wanna be a slob cos then i won't have to do anything. :(((

anyway, i think mrs toh and ms lee are funny people! especially mrs toh.
and i could never think of anyone accidentally eating lizards. SO GROSS.
and we got extra jelly today! the rehearsal was kinda fun too.
chaoyong, jonathan and chuanheng were clowning around.
and gabbie gave me a lollipop to zip my mouth up.
She is so mean. HAHA.
she also gave one to benson and meiling.

YAY no school tomorrow!
anyway, I realised i haven't been accomplishing much this year.
and i miss band!
i havent had band for more than 2 weeks!
and i'm so upset with my hair. i want to bake so many things, but my oven is spoilt! I has been spoilt for many years already. And we can't even throw it away because it is built-in.

and les miserables is soooooo nice.


I decided to be resolute about some things. Like to be nice to others, despite my mood or how i presently feel about them. Like clear my table. Clear my cupboards. Go to church with a more positive mood and learn something from every sermon.
and learn something totally new before the year ends.
Concentrate more on my studies! :(
Stop being mean to people, whether i like them or not and stop gossiping/ making unneccessary comments on other people's looks or character. In short, stop being judgmental.
:(

i'm going crazyy in a bad manner and I don't even know WHY. :(

i'm so tired this week and i've been behaving badly.
and i have been snapping at people who are nice to me.
and i have been being such a - but i don't know what's triggering my unhappiness.
i just feel like lashing out and hurting the people around me all the time. maybe i'm just tired. but still even then, i have no right to hurt people.
and i have to apologise to cheryl for being such so idiotic for the past few days.

And I feel sad because mdm soo left us today:(
and now, we're left with miss tai:( to teach us.
i'll miss mdm soo.
she's cute.

i think i like all of my dreams.
they're so exciting. either that, or they're sweet or funny.
in any case, dreams make life so much more interesting.
i wish i could live in a dream.
and i wish i could jump into pictures just like mary poppins!

i think i'm gonna complete my homework by tomorrow. but the problem is every time i look at the work i've already completed, i start to think it's downright sloppy.and I'll be soooo dissatisfied.
but i don't wanna redo it or anything!
i wish someone would come and do it all for me.
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i haven't signed my report book yet. i think. but i can't really know because i can't seem to be able to find it.
this is so absurd. hmphh..
the worst thing is that the holidays are gonna be over and i haven't really accomplished much and i need to exercise!

lingyun!





charissa is so cute.



and here was edmund emo-ing at the playground. lols.
























benson's brother! I think he is so cute. Even his name is really cute!






eew kaiqin.






on the way to the playground.



zexian looks so funny! lols(:






guys toilet rule!







ladies' toilet rule






grumpy huiwen. AS USUAL. HAHAH.



Weikiat!





charissa is so cute!





melissa mummy.



claudia!



thongs.


LOL. yiliang is emo-ing!



MEILING!x3



Gaybie hehe.


this dumdum kaiqin kept forcing me to take pictures with him.



CHERYL showing of her silky hair.



VENNESA!!!




























joshua ong((: