Because it was your birthday somewhere around now I suddenly remembered in amusement
that four years ago I was quite -.
and that even three years later, people still have the capacity to make you feel belittled again.

There are very bad days and there are very good days in school. School destroys us in a way. I know I've changed a lot ever since going to JC. & it isn't only me. I think so many of us have transformed into characters that are completely unrecognisable from whatever we used to be.
Is it even supposed to be like that?

Anywayy. Today was okay but I am tired and I miss Poopie and Bella and green club a lot!
(saying 'green club' still makes me feel a bit silly. HEE.)

But the worst thing about jc (so far) is pw. I am still stuck at my PI draft!

FYI (*important*) Poopie said today that she loves me most and no one loves me more than she does
hahahaha be jealous teehee.

Not even realising how it isn't over yet

I don't even know whether this is what I really want and whether this is something I actually deserve.
After so many months it is still the same problem in the same magnitude.



Poopie! This is specially for you, for giving me The (same) Look that night when you were trying very hard to be pissed off with me (impossible) before we both ended up in our usual fits of laughter.
Hehehe I LOVE U.