"We will evade the noon, forget it in siesta, pass the midday in slumber, and dream of dawn."

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One day I am going to write you a letter, and tell you everything that you probably already know. A lot of it will be old news that you are probably aware of and have thought of too many times and a part of it would be for cathartic purposes but words hurt and words heal and words give meaning to things which usually remain dormant in my head or get mixed up along the way if I were to voice them out(not like I would dare to say them aloud anyway).

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Green club spent so much on food today.
Choir got gold, and Bella was very happy!!
i feel wistful about band though. if we got gold also, we would be going to Australia/Japan/HK together and Ms Chong and the teachers would be so proud of us.
:(

Additionally: I hate not knowing what I ought to know, I hate living in oblivion, and I hate being held in suspense.
SIGH. makes me really mad.

AM MA3 was so difficult.
I know I didn't revise but still!
Nobody told us we were gonna be tested on old trigo stuff.
I am gonna get some stupid single digit again.
C said Ms Tan's mock test for us is difficult too.
MATH. Oh how I do detest you.
(actually I probably just don't like to fail.)
:(

School is boring ttm

Before we graduate from Fuhua, Claudidu and I will Burn a Chewing Gum.
we're super curious to know what'll happen.






Welcome! find the authentic mole!










They stole the pump! TSK.


Pashminah, lol.


-muse at chienwei's expression-





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I didn't fail the lit test that I thought I would fail!
:D

AM MA3 tomorrow.
I like differentiation, compared to plane geometry and sorts.

Sigh. Gonna be a busy week ahead. :(
School is so monotonous without Band to look forward to.
:(:(
Last time, C and I always complained that there was way too much Band.
Now I wish there would be band everyday. Grass is greener indeed.
:(

Procrastinated with my homework today, and now I am drowning in the deep.

We spent so much $$$ on our disgusting station.
(Hopefully we will be reimbursed.)
I hope no one got indigestion or diarrhoea!
Photos and clips are still with Cheryl Huang the slow/meanie.

There've been so many things going on that I don't know where to start. It is only right that I should feel happy when the people I care for are happy, but somehow I don't feel the slightest bit like that.
also, it's really hard to be happy all the time.

My aunt from Australia will be flying down for my Granddad's first death anniversary.
The few years before his death at every family gathering he would usually be alone cos no one talked to him because he was partially deaf and got all of our names muddled up. stuff like that. But somehow now that he is gone, his absence has taken on a more tangible form.
Why is it always the case that we never ever love someone enough until it gets too late?

Anyway! time to do work, or I'll have to forego section outing tomorrow.

Oh by the way,

"Samantha Shoo Mei Chong sincerely thanks all bandits of Fuhua, Nanyang and St Marg's for your passion and perseverance. I'm extremely proud of you all and I love you all. You guys ROCK!!!"

 Ms Chong's facebook status is so cool. I am secretly happy that she named our band first!
TEEHEE.

Annoyed!

I can't stand it when guys ask for numbers from girls they've never known before. when you say no, they'll ask repeated questions, for instance, "Why?? Make more friends only ma..." or "But I wanna know you better.." Stop badgering me and being pushy. not to mention, superficial. ugh.

I haven't completed my homework. Tempted to skip school tomorrow.

School.

:D Lit class today was interesting! We discussed random things like worms, outing, vegan, religion, speeches, big bang and dinosaurs.
Felt like real education hahaha I wish we could do this more often.
Only Ms Sim and Sharon had the mood for essays.
It was so much fun, although I was a little frustrated with Duke of Porn because of his extreme anti-god atheist views. he really drives me crazy sometimes.

And there's Maxima/minima test tomorrow, I don't like!

Jaded

Clarinetists SYF 09.
the cutest and cleverest.








I have a lot of homework to do and a math test to study for.
I think Ms Haiza is getting annoyed that we goof around during her lessons.
She wasn't even amused by our April fool pranks. :(
 gonna be a good girl from tomorrow onwards and try to hand in my essays punctually.
I owe her piles of work from last year too.