One day I am going to write you a letter, and tell you everything that you probably already know. A lot of it will be old news that you are probably aware of and have thought of too many times and a part of it would be for cathartic purposes but words hurt and words heal and words give meaning to things which usually remain dormant in my head or get mixed up along the way if I were to voice them out(not like I would dare to say them aloud anyway).